My Wedding - in the morning

I realized that i have not bought any nice trouser for my wedding march. I even didn't know that i do not have any nice outfit for the reception at the hotel. Aren't the bridal supposed to prepare it for me? I talked to myself. Below is Alan, our friend from Sabah, me and my brother Dr Andy. He can do online counselling and theraphy, but to animals only... he's talking to the patience at that moment...

That night i did had a good sleep, late but enough. I woke up around 5 something. Feeling a little bit nervous and excited. Mom and dad woke up earlier. Mom went with Andy to the salon. Around 8:00am Snah and her siblings came. The bridal crew came few minutes after that. I did shoot some pictures while they put on make up on Snah. Minutes later Simon came with her wife Lennisa. Simon is my 2nd photographer on that day. Minutes later, Yon and Ricky came to take the photographer and since the are the main photographer and also the video man, they left earlier to church to standby the camera and their tools there.

At this stage, everyone was so excited already, but as for me, i'm still cool... hehhehe. Everyone was all ready around 9:30 pm. Snah was in the beautifully decorated my KIA RIA car and the driver was my brother in-law.

The children were in the KIA escorting Snah towards the church. They were so cute and Megan was so chubby as usual. She was so serious with her newly job as a flower girl :) Thank God the gown suits her, else dot dot dot... Frankly, her mother found difficulties in searching a white dress for her. I found quite a number at KLCC but its so damn expensive!!! The girls below were asking each other what kind of man they will marry. From left to right: Megan, Karen and her sister. (Snah's neices). Well, as usual, Megan was the loudest to tell others about her dream lover... Karen just looked at her sister in disbelieve of how wild Megan could think when it comes to this topic..

Simon and wife drove me to church earlier while Snah followed few minutes later. Church was so beautifully decorated with green and gold as the theme, yes, the theme which Snah and I chose. There were so many people already in church. My heart rate was still normal. So i'm not nervous nor stress. In my mind, who's going to feed Pithui and Bobo at home?

to be continued.....

- my parents and I

Good Bye Hafiz, Hello Mathew

Yes, that was HAfiz, my idol. He went back to KL this afternoon, 1:30pm and i was there at the airport not knowing his schedule i was blessed to see him depart to KL. Actually i was waiting for my friend Mathew and his family members to arrive in KIA around 1:30pm from Brussels->Frankfurt-> Singapore-> KL-> KIA. While waiting i sat at the KFC corner, at the top floor facing the runaway. I love to watch the aeroplane take off and landings. It runs in the family i guess. Out of a sudden, i saw a bunch of family whom i recognize coming towards the window. The first to say hi was abang, Hafiz cousin and it continues to the rest of the family, including Hafiz dad. "Where were you last night Abet? I reserved a t-shirt for you, you know?" Kak Salwa, another Hafiz elder cousin asked me later on. Oh i was there.. it was too crowded... Suddently i saw a familiar face one floor under us, Yes, he was Hafiz. He was talking on the phone with his mom whom was just near me. I can see the mother was crying a bit.. Well aunty, it's the sacrifice that you have to make for the super star.




Hafiz was really listening to his mom's advide and sometimes the conversation was disturb by the passing by fans... hehhehe.


Then it's my turn pulak to talk with him. Kak, asked Hafiz to look here, I said. Then hafis looked at me while i took his photo. There were a lot of sign language being use here and i do hope he understandas. At least he show his thumbs up.. He must think who the heck is that big fat guy keep on waving at me? hahaha..

Me: Hafiz, Abet here, i'm one if your fan.. hehehe

Hafiz: Is it? Thank you abang Abet, thank you for supporting me and my career

Me: Apiz, congratulations ya, anyway, Jeth, Emilia, Jamie and Ainul (KK) will support you no matter what. Keep on chasing your dream and let the whole world know that you are the superhero! You have made us proud!

Hafiz: Thank you again bro!

At that time, i just want to shed some tears of happiness for him for being so young yet already being exposed to the cruel world. World of injustice, TAX, debts and so on. It reminds me of my self because when i was 18, i was already being seperated from my mom, dad and the others. I was in STAR, Ipoh to persue my study. That was 15 years ago and though my fight and Hafiz's is different, but we are doing it for the same reason, to make our parents and family proud of us!

Me: Hafiz, one more think, when you walk and perform, watch your posture, stand straight and look up high, as if you are the soaring eagle. Be it the wind it rains or anything that is trying to push you back, face it with great integrity and confidence. You are a good boy!

Hafiz: THANK YOU abang ABET!

Hafiz fllew of with with Jimmy yezze and his crew around 1:30pm. My friend Mathew and his family also arrived at the same time!

* Some of the conversations are not original and some are added to make the coversation clearer.

Hafiz 1st Show

Hai Abet - Hafiz_AF7

Now I have 3 idols and they are Harrison Ford, Julia Robert and Hafiz AF7. Why I like them? Ok, let me start from my friend Mr. Harrison Ford. In short, I call him Harris. Harris is a very good actor. Few of his movies which I watched several times are Air Force One, The Patriot Game and Indiana Jones the sequels. He has some kind of aura where every time he acts, he always is the big guy like the President of the USA, the marshal and so on. I like him charisma though.
Julia Robert or Miss Juli is a beautiful and rich actress. She is cool, royal like, lady like and so gorgeous! I want to be her boyfriend if she would accept me and of course with the permission from my fiancé lah. Few good movies which I enjoy watching are My Best friend’s wedding and Step Mom. Finally, who doesn’t know the AF7 winner? His name is Mohd Hafiz b Mohd Suip from Kuching! Just the guy next door. No need for me to introduce hafiz in here. He is as cool as Haris and Juli.

How I wish all of us could meet in round table, chat as long lost friends while sipping a cup of black coffee with crackers under a Sakura tree (how big is Sakura tree) in autumn somewhere over the rainbow… hahahha.. Guys, i know you all are busy, especially you Hafiz. Keep up the good job and always think positively!

Anyway, Haris and Juli were so busy in US. Only Hafiz managed to say Hi! to me last night…

Masih Jelas

Beralih
musim bermusim
hati tetap serupa
tiada yang berubah dari hari
dikau pergi
di kau pergi
penjara hidup ini
penjara tanpa ada simpati
kepada sang kekasih
yang di landa,
yang di landa kehilangan
chorus
masih jelas setiap garisan halus
bila senyuman kau ukirkan untukku
masih jelas setiap lekuk penjuru
menghiasi wajahmu
waktu kau renung aku
bergetar dalam kalbu
lidah menghiris indah
Ulang Chorus
sudah suratan takdir begini
Segalanya sementara
selagi hayat masih ada
kau bertakhta di hatiku
beralih musim bermusim
hati tetap serupa
Tiada yang berubah dari hari
di kau pergi
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